She worries me.
The last time I un "layered" m'sef' I found her.
She was not very patient with her husband. She was pretty selfish. She spent too much time away from home. She did a lot of "I am going to reward myself" shopping. She got pretty full of herself. She eventually failed entirely, and quickly "covered" up again.
I remember the moment standing in front of the freezer......self sabtoge. Confused, but totally intentional.
There is an aspect of this process I need to own fully, not just give verbal homage to.
Question d'jour. "What am I afraid of exactly?"
Guesses????????????
Is there something everyone else sees but me?
You know how that is true for most of us, the obvious answer only the person can't see...
(She should......spend less time focused on her house and more focused on her kids.....or....she should stop the self esteem train right there....or......if she would just stand up for herself......or......if she would just relax and count her blessings for hecks sakes!!!!......or just get over herself and fold the laundry already.....or let go of "worldly desires",.....or be honest with herself.....)
What aren't you telling me? Seriously. Give it a go, I'm ready :)
Don't make me call you a "chicken"
Cause' if I see you 'stopped by' and didn't comment I totally will!
Try me :)
